I was nearly sick as I caught myself in the mirror the other day. I don’t recognise this massive person! A new app on my phone looked promising and it had a website too but myfitnesspal just wasn’t going to work and so on Thursday morning I found myself back at Weight Watchers. I recognised some faces and the leader is the same as always. I think she has put on weight though and I don’t like to sound nasty but she is much bigger than most of her customers and I think that’s a bit weird really.
Anyway, I’d called in to my friends and dragged her along with me. She was horrified to have put on a stone since last time. I had to tell her to shut her face as I’d found out I was 4 stones heaver than her at 18st 1lb! I was expecting it really. Last time I was there I was about 17st 10. I really want to at least get back to a size 18 as I have many nice clothes in that size. At the moment I am wearing size 24 jeans from Asda. I have tons of nice clothes from Monsoon and Per Una that I’ve had to put in the loft to get them out of my sight.
I’m on 40 points a day which is not too dificult at the moment. I’m bulking things out with free veg, salad etc. Today is Day 3 and I think I’m undergoing some sort of detox as I feel rather weak and have spent a lot of time in the bathroom today. Both numbers! So I’m just relaxing and trying not to push it. I think I’ll wait to do any more exercise than walking because so often I push myself too hard too fast and it’s too much. I’m going to just do some walking for now when I feel up to it and concentrate on my food.